the
emptiness of words numbed her warm body... 2
her words drifted with the moist..no
message for him that day.. 3
indeed, ambivalence's cloak clouds
over him.. never before has anticipation been so sweet;
yet only to be stained by waiting's
vain bitterness.. 4
his
gadget failed to provide him the noise he needed(or thought he needed)
.Still,almost immediately he sat hmself on his father's chair of forgetfulness-
in front of the TV. "press ON" 5
and it continued over and over
again..
how boring and empty it was.. 6
how boring and empty it was.. 6
minutes before his phone would beep
and his heart skip, something somewhere beneath the TV
cabinet starts to light aglow ... 7
he
intentionally left it there. He realized that he was not watching the TV after
all, only the small screen of that celebrated gadget of technology...he picked
it up. 8
his heart throbs as he reached for
it..and before he could reach it, a familiar sound reverberates.. 9
shock
and disbelief strike him...so many questions are now meant to be answered...but
it was a just a hope...a simple gadget couldn't.. 10
it wasn't a sound, he presumed after
a longer glance and before the vivid screech: a book flipping on its own ... 11
and
so the text would wittingly contain: 12
"the buck ends here"...he
was wrong, it doesn't contain any wit nor even a sensible message..only a
puzzle, perhaps a code... 13
he reads and does not understand
it's essence... 14
But
the gadget commanded attention, perhaps all of his gadgets did. A phone rings
it must be answered or stopped. The text dragged him into a suspicious
rumination-"the buck ends here", it was then that his father called
him- 15
yet the message from somewhere
transported to him by the mini gadget haunts his sanity... 16
then
again, he sat in a sullen silence...contemplating on something unreal...then
his sanity leaves him
*shet---everyday drained... 17
*shet---everyday drained... 17
he couldn't get it off his mind-
puzzled..."the buck ends here"...? whatever the message meant, he
knows it's time...somehow - the message wants to deliver something... 18
AND
SO HE REPLIED WITH ALL CAPS. 19
and
for another search, sanity is a vacuum cleaner as he walked
past his dad
recuperating his lost virginity of faith. 20
past
his own dad-his father who is a 21
politician,
he wondered why people thought that politics would complete the circle of
success - education, name, wealth,...then a position . He started pressing
" w" , then decided to ask...."what?' 22
what
must i do to show that i am 23
or
rather, realized that in His own people's circle of success, never was there
any notion of "family" or "marriage"-- which was perhaps
central to Her people--or at least to Her. His father called him once again- his
father who was wearing 24
that tainted old shirt, revealing a
hint of what must have been dark blue, etched in what must have been silver
linings. But he knew the etching didn't stop there. "Silver linings",
was what he whispered with his dried, crackled lips. "The buck", he
further pronounces, followed by a bellowed deep breath, pauses a while, then
mumbles further, "ends here"... He wanes, then 25
a
tux.. a tux that suits his personality, a man 26
appeared
in the mirror to check what it seemed to be a mere act of vanity and discovered
the age that lies in his right temple..."twenty years"..he whispered,
then proceeded to 27
the
bathroom then opened his... 28
fly - the urge of urinating
transformed to the simplest pleasure of natural relief. 29
and
still not relieved at all ... why 30
he
dreamily asks himself. Perhaps he desired a more carnal pleasure? and his
imagination almost took flight when the door bell rang 31
..."why
has it gone to this?" He thought.. His eyes open with a blank stare.
Steady, but focused at nothing. Nothing had registered into his mind, nothing
audible to have meaning... As if the thought had blinded him momentarily. Then
his thighs felt cold. It's the first common feeling his brain had been able to
recognize in the last three minutes that he had been standing there.. His eyes
gained focus again.. Then.. He jumped back at the sight of his pants, wet with his
own fluid!!!! 32
the
door bell rang some more, and yet he did not move a bit... 33
there
was a feeling of victory, however suspicious, in ignoring his father, the door
bell and the text message ...looking at his "mess" he decided to 34
leave them all behind. "The
hell woud I care. why would i bother now?", he said with much remorse as
if someone from the realm of his imagination is real. he ignored the persistent
noise of the door bell. he again started to 35
contemplate
on that day..that very day...he can still hear his father say..".... 36
..."When are you going to start
thinking about your future?" "When will i see you make money for
yourself and contribute to society?! Have you even seen yourself in the mirror
lately? Look at you! You filthy and useless blob of frustration!" 37
then he escaped from the words that
had been chanting a morbid melody and decided to continue 38
thinking... "why bother about
the society? the society dictates whatever it wants anyway. but no matter how
mighty it's words are, i will still remain unyielding, ubjuring 39
the
sun sets... three days later their house is barricaded with the words
"Police line Do not Cross". Inside
the
house, the chair of forgetfulness is etched in blood- his father's. the details
of the murder were very enigmatic. They found the lacerated body in the 40
toilet where he once stood and
thought of "it" - where he would start losing himself to an idea,
even he himself would consider "monstrous"..where he had not only excreted
his liquids, but even his sanity... 41
CAST
in order of appearance
Valred Olsim
Analyn Caroy
April Lim
Aby Kiaco Weygan
Lessthan Thhree
Abigail Emmanuelle Espiritu Torreliza
Amilof Inso
Arlene Joy Garcia
Donna Ordonio
Victor Javier Atiw
Hershey Hamada Mayanggao
Dylan Morcillo
Enrique Ariel Peralta
in order of appearance
Valred Olsim
Analyn Caroy
April Lim
Aby Kiaco Weygan
Lessthan Thhree
Abigail Emmanuelle Espiritu Torreliza
Amilof Inso
Arlene Joy Garcia
Donna Ordonio
Victor Javier Atiw
Hershey Hamada Mayanggao
Dylan Morcillo
Enrique Ariel Peralta
(this was written on FB using a single post and all the comments flowing, thus the numbers refer not to the line count but to the comment)
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